Amidst all the turbulence life offers, music emerges as a steadfast companion—a gentle whisper that resonates deep within, reminding us that we are never truly alone. It has this remarkable ability to bridge the gaps between hearts, transcending barriers of distance, time, and place.
With the gentle strum of her guitar strings, clad in breezy, her hair parted gracefully and the tender caress of her lyrics, Kamakshi Khanna draws us into a space where soul-stirring melodies entwined with raw emotions. A voice that soothes along with heartfelt lyricism, she invites us to embark on a poignant voyage, to navigate through the highs and lows of life, one song at a time.
So, Kamakshi, could you share the latest developments in your life?
Oh, yes. It’s funny how life slows down when we least expect it, especially when we’re gearing up for big plans, right? I was very disheartened when my life momentarily paused due to a leg injury, but I found solace in recovery, both physical and creative. Thankfully, I’m on the mend now, and I’m diving into an EP, set to drop early next year! Plus, I’m aiming for Lollapalooza as well. Despite the bumps, the future’s looking so much brighter, and I’m ready to embrace this journey with excitement.
Do you reflect on the time you spent writing 'Breathe'?
It has not been easy to navigate the challenges of being an artist, but this song has been and continues to be my solace. There were numerous times when I questioned if this path was mine, and this song has become a testimony of my journey, and my process of overcoming those hurdles that came my way. When I reflect on it, a certain sense of tranquillity washes over me as it’s more than just a melody; it’s the very essence of my artistic journey. And now that it’s out there, in the world, it’s a piece of my heart that I’ve let out. I feel that’s what helped the song find its purpose- the very act of sharing it with others, hopefully ending up touching lives that are beyond my own.
Are there uncharted territories in your writing that you wish to explore?
Currently, I have found myself in a unique place where I am eager to delve into the stories that shaped the transformative years of my life. If you were to ask if I would compose a song like Breathe now, I’d have to say that I would not. While the grief I felt still lingers in my newer compositions, there is a subtle undertone of resilience, a small voice that whispers, “I’ve got this”. I aspire to share this gradually gained sense of inner strength, and offer solace to those unable to navigate their discomfort. My songs have always mirrored my life; they embrace the challenges that persisted in my life, but now, the difference is that there’s a profound shift in how I approach them which I infuse into my music as well.
Are there any melodies that keep coming back to you?
Absolutely. Without music that’s touched me deeply, I would not possess the capacity to produce something that might touch others. Anytime I am enveloped in a song I relate to, this magic happens.
As a musician, I immerse myself in this, infusing my life with purpose, enthralled by the effect, hoping to create this magic in the lives of others.
If your music could embody an emotion, what would it be?
A song that gently breaks the barriers of your heart, carving space for vulnerability, yet empowering you in that newly found openness.
It’s a journey I traverse while I create, aiming to evoke a sense of resilience and tranquillity. From the tone of my voice to the selection of instruments, all elements are crafted in a way - That takes the listeners into a soothing embrace instilling, a quiet strength.
Does your current reality feel beyond anything you could have ever imagined?
"Life's unpredictability has encompassed moments that often leave me in awe or sometimes disheartened. I spend so much time imagining how I want my life to be. I’ve realised, you can’t choose emotions or how you’ll feel when you encounter different situations and experiences along the way. My purpose now is to not imagine life but to live it.
As a child, I penned letters to my future self, dreaming of grand achievements and goals. One of the specifics I’d written in 2014 to my future to myself in the year 2020 was most ambitious or rather pressurising, I discovered those letters in the chaotic midst of my return from Bombay in the pandemic which was badly timed. It was a reminder of how hard I’ve been on myself most of my life and instead of feeling disappointed, something in me wanted to be gentle and easy with me. I've realised that when I am kinder to myself, I'm also at my creative best. The letters also served as a mirror reflecting my journey. Despite not meeting every lofty expectation, I discovered a surprising truth— I'd accomplished half of what my younger self dreamt. Perhaps not precisely as I envisioned, but closer than I'd imagined"
Could you share a memory that brings you instant comfort?
Beyond memory, it is the people in my life whose presence instantly washes me with a sense of comfort and belonging. They’re my anchors, reminding me that I still have their company even when everything around me is caught in a whirlwind. When I specifically yearn for solace, my mind meanders to the serene embrace of the hills. There, amidst the mountains, I find a sense of calmness that can transform me into someone entirely new. My sanctuary lies in a cosy holiday home in Bhowali, nestled near Nainital, that holds my fondest childhood memories. Mentally, that’s where I retreat to find my peace. I have been surrounded by different hues of life travelling between Bombay, Delhi, and the hills. However, my heart longs to return to the hills eventually, perhaps in a decade. I feel it is where I truly belong.
What are the other everyday things that you love?
Food has a significant place in my life. To me, cooking is not a basic skill for sustenance but it's about embracing a daily rhythm. While I wouldn’t label myself as a cook, a genuine joy engulfs me and spreads like daylight as I step into the kitchen, blending new flavours and ingredients, and attempting to create something new.
Are you also a “dear diary” kind of person?
Absolutely. I complete at least one diary every year, sometimes even more. Writing has become my grounding technique, especially during moments of confusion. Amidst the chaos and confusion, journaling has become my guiding light—a way to untangle the chatter in my head.
Can you reflect on a conversation that has left a profound mark on your life?
Ah! That's a tough one. Well, our lives are transformed by the touch of countless conversations. One such defining moment emerged post-college, a space where my inclination for meticulous planning collided with the uncertainty of the future. The transition from the structured comfort of college to the unknown was daunting, especially for a thorough planner.
Amidst this, one morning, sensing my anxiety, my parents sat me down and gently nudged me toward my passion for music, assuring me that I had their unwavering support.
It was an unprecedented wave of reassurance from them, a moment that encouraged me to pursue music despite the uncertainty. With their support, I found the courage to chase my dreams, knowing that even if I stumbled, they'd be there to lift me and here I am, ten years later, still pursuing my dream. So, that conversation altered my life's course—a transformative moment that echoes powerfully even after a decade.
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